I can’t run anymore

I can’t run anymore


This shit is been going on for too long. It is time to put it an end. For all my life I tried to hide myself from me. But my heart tells me smth is missing. I came believe that if you hide from yourself it is like running in circles. I know I am not a bad person, maybe I’m a jerk, ugly but I’m also smart and talented. My only strength is music and maybe I will not become a famous musician but I know I will be a good one (if I quit smoking) or at least I’ll dye trying. My family doesn’t believe in me but other people do. First, I have to get to know myself. I have to find the reason why I cry without being unhappy why I laugh when I’m sad (or why I talk alone).

Monochrome

Monochrome
By Afloarei Daniel ( me, d'oh;)) )

The unseen vision of serenity
Lost his color, lost his sense
Dual souls trapped in one
Black and white, yen and yang
In this world of vainly measures
I am a god of desperation closures

Darkness drapes my soul

Calms me down, my insanity
Voices screaming, monochrome dreaming
See the world's end on his way
No one to blame
Pain still doesn't hurt
Make this colorless end short


Negativity pulls me back

So untouched by the flames of happiness
So many things cause distress
The wind blows out the rust
It turns into black
Covers the eye so hard
Fight it back, can’t see the light
What the hell is wrong with me?
Funeral is what has left...